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With the pure purpose with getting away from jem, started driving at 12am last nite. No jem but darn still lots of cars. My friend told me that because of the highway discount everyone will drive after midnight anyway, I didn't believe much, until the road was still filled with car so I have to believe then. But when i look closer, those car plate are mostly from Singapore, Johor, Johor, Perak, Kedah, Johor........ I didn't calculate the time properly again, thinking only driving later was not enough, those cars did not start driving the same time I do, they are just arriving the same area as I do..............kena lagi.

But it wasn't that bad, just a 2 hours drive shouldn't complaint too much.

This time driving back for CNY alone for the first, usually have my aunt acoompany because she always spend CNY with my family. Got some time to think this time (usually aunt will talk nonstop to keep me accompany). Looking at those license plate, I realize I am not so bad in situation compare to others. Some work in KL, but hometown in Kuantan, some in Kedah, some seems to be coming from Johor and going even further north than me, I am only between KL and Ipoh, like a 2 hrs drive only. HAHA......like I can feel less guilt and less abandoning my dad.

Doesn't look forward for going back home this CNY, 1) traffic 2) I should clean the house, meaning hard work that I want to do but don't feel like much doing it. 3) Have to cook for Saturday night dinner, 4) and Sunday morning. I guess I really didn't like much to be in the kitchen.